I sit down to write but there is such a fight. Thoughts are there but the words just won’t come. I long for the relationship of the pen and me to once again be free to complete my destiny. I’m known to write without a fight. So move, take your hands off of me. I will be free to see the pen and me once again form a bond. I don’t need a plot. I need just a shot of mind redemption to focus on who I am. Don’t take that away. That’s some of what I have to say as I daily pray.
I make one call about something that interest me. Then it’s email after email about stuff I don’t want or need. They have my info but its more stuff they need to know. Let it go! Not interested in what you have to offer. You only make it tougher. I won’t comply or rely on your worth, which at this point is worth-less.
Take me to the water to be baptized. I need to be cleansed and dipped in the morning dew of enlightenment and revelation. I need to better stand against the spirit of evil that comes to attack my body and my mind. Superficial and negative thoughts try to taunt me and even harm me if possible. Thank God I’m anchored in the rock that doesn’t roll out of control. The spirit of God beholds, my coming and going even in the midst of the greatest storm. This is where the greater love for God through his son Jesus shines.
I like to walk. I Walk to talk to God, I walk to hear God talk. Sometimes I walk because I have to, sometimes I walk because I want to. Sometimes God tells me to walk. I thank God I can still walk. I don’t walk as much or as long as I used to, but I like to walk. End of story!
I write the verse that can’t be rehearsed.
I sometimes pray Lord, give me the words to say.
I’m depending on you to pull me through.
The storm I overcome, the rain I’m overcoming because it’s a daily shower of God’s blessings to start my day.
The day starts off right, no hurt or pain in sight.
I start to approach others but then get flack from a sister or brother.
No one wants to hear the truth. They have itching ears that perk up when they hear a lie.
I must be on a Godly behavior when I’m telling people about the Savior.
I must be prayed up, I have to be prayed up because people will make you go to a place you don’t want to go.
So l must study to show myself approved to God, a worker who does not need to be ashamed.
One who correctly explains the word of truth.
I must avoid worthless and foolish talk that only leads to more godless behavior.
It spreads like Cancer but doesn’t give an answer. How or why I must be saved?
I have not arrived but I’m learning so many truths that are beginning to take roots. Not only is the Lord blessing, but I’m not stressing over idle conversation that must come to a halt. I bind the devil’s hands, I decree and declare God’s plan is over my life in Jesus name. I’m not worried about where I’ve been, but I’m concerned about where I’m going. So should you! Not just a church goer, or even a church doer, but a Jesus doer. We say we want to be like Jesus, do the things that Jesus did, say the things that Jesus said, live the life that Jesus lived. Newsflash!! We have God’s DNA, Jesus is in our Genes. Go for It! Jesus is smiling as I’m speaking!!
Above all, you must live as citizens of heaven, conducting yourselves in a manner worthy of the Good News about Christ. Then, whether I come and see you again or only hear about you, I will know that you are standing together with one spirit and one purpose, fighting together for the faith, which is the Good News. Don’t be intimidated in any way by your enemies. This will be a sign to them that they are going to be destroyed, but that you are going to be saved, even by God himself.
Philippians 1:27-28 NLT
People would say back in the day I’m just a pilgrim passing through. I’m not of this world , I’m a citizen of heaven. Now people have made the earth home. Thinking more about earthly possessions rather than heavenly possessions. Putting their trust in natural and material things rather than heavenly and spiritual things. They believe that if I can see it I can have it. If I can’t see it then I’m not supposed to have it or hope for it. People no longer sing the song hold to his hand, God’s unchanging hand, build your hope on things eternal hold to God’s unchanging hand. The Bible says in (Matthew 6:19) lay not up for yourselves treasure on earth where moth and rust corrupt or where thieves break in and steal. Lay up rather for yourselves treasure in heaven where it can’t be rusted or corrupted or thieves can’t steal. Things we see are temporary, things we can’t see are eternal, spiritual. We can take nothing with us when we die. Don’t think this is all their is. We have another home not made by hands eternal in the heavens. New bodies await, free from sickness, disease and decay. (2Corinthians5:1.) God didn’t ask us to figure it out he simply said to believe. Believe and live as citizens of heaven!